i don’t understand why people don’t instantly respond to “what would your dream superpower be” with the ability to manipulate probability.
think about it. what’s the chance someone will drop 1mil in front of me? 0%? let’s make that 100%. what’s the probability i’ll wake up tomorrow and be X gender? 100%. what’s the probability my bathtub is filled with mac and cheese? 100%.
This is genius
So, you asked me to run away with you.
And that makes me really happy, because it means that you actually, genuinely like me. And I mean, I suspected that you did, that you were starting to; but i only knew it from going to your house.
I assumed it was because of the long summer; distance making your heart grow fonder, but if that’s true, then doesn’t that mean you had those feeling s to begin with? I hope it’s not desperation and loneliness.
You started treating me different.
Calling me beautiful
sending me things
reading the books I suggested
sneaking in to hold me in the mornings
I love these things.
It’s always a surprise to feel you slip your arm around me in the mornings. Because I remember when you wouldn’t even look at me, afraid that i’d take it as sentimentalism; you looking at me with fondness that would encourage me.
I like this new you better. I want it to last.
The one thing I have called you most of all
as have others
who have dared to do other than to love you
withdrawing from itself all but one
until nothing remains but the beginnings of a Carnivore.
Unlike the middle and last
Is your only hope to knowing what I felt about you
when your misers heart was closed to me